Most journeys begin in very mundane
ways. Everyday life really is plain. My life is truly unexceptional
even though I am preparing for an exceptional experience. There is
not much more to say about how my life is going today. My days are
filled with prayer and preparation. Not so very different from
before except the preparation is not for some presentation or
seminar. It is for leaving the country for life and work in Africa.
My days are filled with anticipation. Sometimes that is a pleasant
experience tinged with excitement and other times, I must admit, I am
overwhelmed with the immensity of what I am about to undertake. I am
leaving everything behind; all that I know and love, all that is
familiar. For what? In fact that answer is unknown. That's okay. I
know that God has brought me thus far and will not abandon me. Many
years ago, when I inquired into becoming a Franciscan Friar I was
unsure if I would qualify. I was older when I entered at age forty.
I was told I was not too old. At that point I was done with excuses
and said to myself and to God, “Okay, If this is what you want, let
it be. Make the way clear for me and I will follow.” That is
exactly what happened and continues to happen today. The image I use
is that God closed a big door in my life (lost a job) but opened and
continues to open doors for me today. My current door is leading me
to Africa. I would never have thought God would lead me to where I
am today. I suppose that is the risk of beginning a journey, you
never know and can never predict where it will take you.
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